Priority > ANYTHING.

You were the one who told me
"This is the type of man you should marry,
The one that tells you he loves you everyday, out of the blue."
If this is the way you really feel about him, then why all this drama?
If this is what you dreamed of, shouldn't it be worth it, to follow him?
If this is what you think of him, Why would you ruin it by bringing the past up?

My inspiration of Love is slowly disappearing, it's just not the fact that all these fights are happening it's the fact that you're turning into someone I hate,
The type of people who bring up the past,
It was years ago. Let it go, I understand if it was a year ago, but no,
It was 25 Years ago. It's definitely behind, it's most def that he's committed to you.
Don't ruin it now, you seriously can't be that tired of him.

He made me cry today, telling me that I won't miss him
To the fact that he's out of my life, 90% of the time.
I cried infront of him, because he's saying it like I don't care.
He isn't home to see me crying, he isn't there at church to see me cry my eyes out.
I miss him, he doesn't know most of me just because he's at work.
"You don't think I care? I do. I just hide it from you."
I feel like saying that to him, seriously.
He's leaving this Saturday, YES, I will miss him, definitely.
What makes it worst is that I, Me, is the only one dropping him off at the Airport,
I'm the last one he'll see out of his whole family right before he leaves.
That's so sad! Am I the only one that cares?! The only one that will cry when he's
taking his steps into the airport?

My stress is so high -_- It aint even funny,
Personal Transition Plan, Algebra 2, Spanish! Ugh all stress me at school.
Now all this, at home. I don't need it seriously, the actions that I react to it, it's literally killing me.


Quotes of the week,
-Never make someone your priority, when to them, you're only an option.
-Settle for the less since you left the best.
-I'm not here to play the game, I'm not here to win your heart.
I'm here to prove you wrong, everyone isn't the same. © evol
-Don't give up, when your everything becomes a nothing..
because it shows that, that person shouldn't have been an everything to you in the first place.© evol