Friendships > Relationships

I could honestly say I finally understand everything when people say,
Friendships are permanent and Relationships are temporary.

Like seriously. So I had this talk with one of my closest friends,
since Highschool started, I told her I'll NEVER do her wrong.
Cause fuck, There was so many people that walked out of my life,
especially the close ones, like wtf?! Some people was so close like,
I didn't care what I said, I was never shame, I was open to them
everything. But I told her, I don't want to do that, thats why I've been
an honest friend, and someone who tries to help others out you know?

I don't want to be those other assholes that walk out of your life because
there's just a new boy in their life, or a new girl. You know? I mean, okay
I might walk out, like you won't see me and shit, but fuck I KEEP IN TOUCH!
You know what I'm saying like, I don't just walk out and never talk to you in like MONTHS
I check up and see hows everything is going. And plus I'm the type of person that you can just come up to me crying and I'll be the one
worrying about whats wrong and try to cheer you up like, drive you to go get ice cream
or take you to waipio park and just try to make you smile or something
NO, I'm not a fake person. I may do stupid shit but I learn from it. I may be a bitch when other people who don't know me talk shit about me.
I may be a bitch when people who USED to know me talk shit, but in
reality they don't know me anymore.

It's just useless how people throw things away like that.
There are friendships out there that is worth more then matrial things,
and they have the nerve to just throw it away.
There are friendships out there that you won't believe like, the types of interests your in,
the way people just be there no matter what, people who just finish your sentences without knowing it.
I mean, all those years in bestfriend relationships is WAY worth being in then being hurt by someone you thought you loved.

Just think about the concequinces you will be in when the one you love walks out, and theres no one there to walk in and cheer you up because YOU'RE THE ONE who pushed them out in the first place.

Keep it up, one day you'll end up with no friends at all, just the fake ones.