Don't know what you've got til its Gone.

The famous quote, is so true. 

Because you don't know what you already had until it's gone. 

You see it in front of you, you do nothing with it until it walks away. 

Then you start to feel the hurt, the pain, that not what it caused you, but what you caused yourself. 

Don't blame the person for walking out on you. Because it was you that pushed them away. 

Don't blame it on any one else, if you were the one putting them aside. 

Life isn't fair, but you only have one life to live. 

Live Laugh Love and also Learn. 

Hold on to what you already got. 

If it's the best thing you've had, DON'T LET GO.

Words from the Infamous Evol.

I Miss You.

So my father has been gone for, 3 Days now. It feels like it's been forever. 

I miss him, seriously. It's not home without him. 

So today, I had a hard time thinking about what I want to do after high school. 

Because the things I want to do is, not co-operating with my family, 

I don't know what I should do. 

I want to become a photographer, but at the same time, they say it won't support me. 

I want to become an interior designer, but I can't draw for nothing.

Right now, I have an inspiration for art. 

But, I don't think I can keep up with anything.

I have an urge to make a shirt, but I need a design, 

Ackk! Haha, A shirt with one of my characters but I can't put them on paper. 

Ha, My mind is creative but my hands aren't co-operating! 

I hate this, 

I'll just go and figure out my character...

ALOHA, 

RODLYNCHRAINA.

Judgmental Comments,

Have you ever, judged someone before knowing them? 

I have, I honestly didn't know what I was talking about.  

I'm not shame to admit it. And here's for the people who do this.. 

Get to know the person before you start judging because someone

truly proved me wrong about my thoughts. 

So I met a new friend this past week, and I used to think he was the 

type of guy like those immature people at our school. The ones who 

did drugs because they want to, the ones who skip school and think it's cool, 

the ones who don't give a f*ck what people think when they do stupid sh*t. 

I was wrong. He's chill, he's cool like that. He's so chill that I actually told him

things some of my other close people don't even know. Amazing how I can make 

close friends fast, pretty cool at the same time. But anyway back to the subject,,

JUDGING.  People are like cream puffs, on the outside, before you eat it, 

it's plain, sprinkled with powdered sugar, (in this case the sugar is a little bit of personality), 

but when you bite into it, it changes your mind. Because one bite is like BAM! 

It's tasty, its something you want to eat more often. It's like one of the best things you've ever tried. 

I compare a person to a cream puff because it's true. When you first meet a person, 

you may think that their just plain, boring. BUT when you get to know them on the right 

level, they aren't so, boring, their personality grows on you.  They're either the people you

love to hang/chill with (The BEST cream puff you've ever had) OR They're the type 

of people that you just can't stand the types that you don't even want to listen to 

(in this case, the sour, spoiled, disgusting cream puff you never want to eat again)

Ha, yup this is my metaphor for judging people, and guess what, don't judge the wrong way

karma does go around, someone might judge you one day, and they'll be thinking about 

you the wrong way. 

That's all I had to say today,

Aloha, 

RODLYNCHRAINA.

Actions Speak Louder then Words

So far, I don't know what I want to do with my life anymore. 

All these things happening now, I just can't see what's in my future anymore. 

I try to visualize it, but I can't because now I see that everything can change in a second. 

I'm giving up on hope, on faith, on everything. I prayed as much as I could. 

Look what's happening. Everything she said she was going to do is happening. 

What is love? If love isn't in this marriage, it makes me wonder, what real Love is like. 

It's a question I ask myself everyday. Love? Makes people jealous, makes people lie?

Oh God, help me understand the meaning and terms of this word "Love"

Everyone uses it, I just want to know the definition, and the actions.

I don't want to use it.. It's been abused by so many people, so many ways. 

How can you use LOVE in a good way, how do you use LOVE the right way?

I want to meet a couple who's truly in love. I want to see someone show me LOVE.

Actions are way better then just words. So don't tell me, I need you to show me.