Morgan's Corner

Wrote On: March 26, 2009

March 24, 2009:

Around 10 PM
Karen Steez, and Craig Sweeney picked me up from my block.
Picked up Sheldon, switched drivers.
Karen drove to WalMart
Waited for the choke load of people.
As soon as everyone got there we all went to 76 gas station.
From there followed Allen and Layton toward Kailua.
Went to KailuaZippys for bathroom break.
After everyone was ready to go, headed toward Morgan's Corner.
At first it was scary because I've never been there before.
I swear we walked atleast a mike or more.
Pretty gay cause half of the group went back to the cars half way
through the trail.
seriously the road was really long, like who would live all the way at
the bottom of the trail?
There was this one point where we thought we found the tree but guess
what?!
The road was still going so we decided to keep going.
There was another point where we found this shack. It felt like wrong
turn. Because it was a shack out of no where.
All the lights was on, there was trailors, golf carts, and a whole lot
of parts.

LOL then we ended in a dead end which sucked really badly.
So we headed back.

After everyone headed back, it was me, karen, Richard, Layton, Allen,
Al John, and his friend left all the way behind. That so wasn't nice
of them to just leave all of us.
Cause we needed to rest because the we had to walk up hill so ugh much
more pain in the ass.

Blah, after Morgans we headed toward to allen house then most of us
went home.
so it was just me ryan Karen sheldon richard neil junior Layton and
Allen all headed to mickies to eat
Then headed to wal mart.
Neil left us then we just cruised at wal mart then headed to a park,
Started up the hookah and me Karen Ryan and sheldon left to head home
and
Richard, Layton and Allen decided to stay at the park.
So we dropped off sheldon and Karen.

Funny

Wrote On: March 25, 2009

How parents blame the people around their child.
The first to blame is friends, next to blame is themselves.
To me it's funny because why can't they just blame the one who did it?
So irritating that kind.

Like why blame everyone else around when the one right infront of you 
has done wrong?
It doesn't make sense.

Ha I can't go to prom I deserve it I not going lie.
I can't take out the car, I also deserved it.
To me I'm taking it pretty well because I know what I deserve
Kicking and screaming won't make anything better
But for some reason that's what they want me to do.
Cry infront them, see me hurt that way.
I've learned that it won't make anything better so why be immature 
when it comes to punishment?
Telling me I'm cocky because I look like I'm proud of what I've done
But really I'm ashamed but I'm not about to cry just because they want 
to see it.

They don't see that ever since my ex, my life has already been fucked 
up.
Points where I finally realize that he treated me wrong,
Where I realized that I couldve been class of 2009 and not 2010.
Where I realized that I'm better off alone then with someone with a 
broken heart.

Don't they see ever since him my life has been fucked up.
I've learn to cope with the pain, crying screaming, kicking, and 
throwing tantrums won't help anything out.

Why do they want me to act immature?

Shouldn't they be proud that I am handling this better then they 
thought?

Spit yo Game, Talk yo Shit

Wrote On: March 20, 2009

I saw you today, I must say my heart stopped for a second.
And no, not in a good way.

I wave hi and all you do is nodd
Thanks Alot, you promised you'd say hi.

But that's what your good at right?
Breaking promises like it doesn't really matter to anyone

Well go a head fuck up your life.
Break peoples hearts, break their promises.
Play around behind every girls back.
That's right you turned into your ex.
the one you told me to never be like.

She cheated on you with your bestfriends and you go ahead and do that 
to me.
This all proves how much of an asshole you are.

I decided to myself, I don't want to be your bestfriend.
I don't even want to be close with you.

The ways you act, so judgemental, so demanding..
I thank god I'm finally done with all those drama.
I'm done with the complaining and the whinning.

It's her problem now, no longer mine :)

Last Time by George Nozuka

Wrote On: March 20, 2009

So I was sitting in 2nd period today and I was hella bored so I 
decided to watch/listen to JRA
LOL so this girl sitting next me goes
"oh shit he's hot" then I turnaround I go..
"hells yeah!" LOL but the boys around us go
"oh please why don't you just ruin the moment with your boy fantasies."

I can say that made my day.

Stop

Wrote On: March 18, 2009

Don't call me unexpectedly because you want a ride home.
That's just not fair.
I have to be there when you really need someone or really need a ride?

You walked out on me when I got kicked out.
I thought I could trust you! I thought you would take me in when 
everyone walks out.
You lied to me.
You gave me the sweet talk that you said you hated when you saw other 
guys do that to our friends.

Leave me alone, you said you don't give a fuck.

LEAVE ME ALONE

Go On Girl

Wrote On: March 18, 2009

So these last couple days just was shity for me.
I have no idea why.
So I was talking to Layton last night and he's right.
It is easy for someone or something to change your life plans.

Freshmen year, at the very beginning, I planned to grad with class '09.
But then here came Sophomore year, I met my exboyfriend.
I had my plans ahead of me,
Do my SATs, ACTs, & my GED done.
If I did that, I'd grad with my '09 friends and not be stuck with some 
other people.

I shouldve went on with my plans.
But now it's too late.
Third term is ending and it's definitely too late.

Mmm... You changed my life so drastically, and you don't know it.
I'll get past all this, I don't need someone to pull me down everytime 
I stand up or myself.

Post Secret:
They're all right I got them when I need them the most,

Sanrio Products

Wrote On: March 17, 2009

So basically, everyone has either,
Hello Kitty, Kuromi or atleast SOMETHING Sanrio in their car.
So I want to start a new trend (:

My Integra 1990 will not be anything from sanrio but my own character (:

My NEW character I'm not so sure about the name for it will be but,
It'll be my cute little zebra (:
I'm starting to sketch him in class but I really can't lay him down on 
paper just yet.
I need some inspiration on deviantART
Yup that's all I wanted to share okay.

BYE. (:

Vent Session

Wrote On: March 17, 2009

Today Sarah, Deanne, and I
Had a vent session at Ewa Beach Park
I ain't going to lie, I cried.
Thoughts, feelings, hit me hard.

Even Shaun gave me pieces of advice t lunch.
I will keep this door unlocked.
I will leave my life the way it is.
I will grow stronger by the hurt I do receive.
God did give me a challenge.
God gave me him to prepare me for future relationships.
To give me a sight of what I need to do the next time.

Everything I gave him, was it worth giving?
I thought relationships was to give and receive? I realized, I gave 
more then what I received.
It was hardly ever the 50-50 that was supposed to be.
More like 80-20.. If you truly want to let every thing go,
I leave you hurting me every day.

Deanne put out a question I really want to ask you..

Why are you hurting me?

Unexpected Turnaround

Wrote on: March 17, 2009

Damn so many unexpected things are happening to me.
I'm starting to sneak out, hookah?
It's a whole different me.

Mmm.. I like it this way with no questions asked.
No more boring nights on the phone.
No more staying home doing nothing all day.

Now? I go out everyday.
I have people to comfort me when I need them.
I don't need to worry about expecting calls when I don't feel like
talking.
I don't have someone hovering over me While I text my friends.
I don't need to worry about these new friends I made will break my
heart into millions of pieces.

Technologic

Wrote on: March 17, 2009

I noticed that the way younger generations are starting to do things
I never knew how to do until intermediate
So I'm at Richards house waiting for him
This little boy on his scooter comes by my car and says,
"I got a text on AIM!" out loud
I swear he's like only 6 or 7 years old.

Well my cousin is only 3,
And he already knows how to works his moms cell phone more then his mom.
LOL shame I can say.

Well that's my thought of the day
Bye.

Roar.

My thoughts today (March 26, 2009):
1. Damn, how could a girl ever do you wrong, ohh hot damn..
2. Wth am I doing now days? I'm so disappointed in myself.
3. Wow, I like your default, sexxy.
4. I never noticed how cute your smile is, too bad, I will never like someone like you.
5. I can't
6. Damn, 45 dollars on make-up products.
7. Wow, tomorrow is Friday AGAIN!
8. YAY, next week bestfriend can sleep over (: time to have fun.
9. Tomorrow, JUNIOR PROM.
10. WTF is my bunny doing?
11. Should I bring my SLR tomorrow, but where am I putting it?
12. Some people disappoint me, ugh.
13. I deserve a session by myself today, I'm so disappointed in so many things.
14. Should I cruise tonight? I need the sleep though so I don't wake up with dark circles, if so, i have to use more make up then i do need. lol.
15. Hopefully I get to drive tomorrow.
16. OMG, that guy at starbucks is hooot/cute, *she's lucky to be with him. (kelly knows what I'm talking about on this one.)
17. Hey im typing with two fingers, cause my nails are too long to type regular >_<
18. Thanks for failing me KAPOLEI STARBUCKS.
19. Smoky eyes, PERFECT!
20. ROFL, Carlos' face.