Vent Session

Wrote On: March 17, 2009

Today Sarah, Deanne, and I
Had a vent session at Ewa Beach Park
I ain't going to lie, I cried.
Thoughts, feelings, hit me hard.

Even Shaun gave me pieces of advice t lunch.
I will keep this door unlocked.
I will leave my life the way it is.
I will grow stronger by the hurt I do receive.
God did give me a challenge.
God gave me him to prepare me for future relationships.
To give me a sight of what I need to do the next time.

Everything I gave him, was it worth giving?
I thought relationships was to give and receive? I realized, I gave 
more then what I received.
It was hardly ever the 50-50 that was supposed to be.
More like 80-20.. If you truly want to let every thing go,
I leave you hurting me every day.

Deanne put out a question I really want to ask you..

Why are you hurting me?