Stressed, Depressed, EVERYTHING.

I hate you so bad, But I love you too much!
What am I doing to myself? Hurting myself every single day
Just for you! and you don't notice how much I miss you.
I'm so mad at myself, I just can't handle all this pain anymore.
I can't do this! I'm breaking down, for no reason sometimes.
Like, I'd be in a happy postion, and BAM! You pop up in my head.

You pop up, when I pass your house when I pick up my friends.
You pop up, when I talk about Evo's with Kim.
You pop up, when I look at the person that sits in my passenger seat.
You pop up, when I walk into my bedroom door.

You don't see how much I still hurt!
Yeah, 15% of my love and feelings are still there,
But, UGH! I still hurt like how it was when we first seperated.
This isn't fair, but one day, that one day I'm waiting for you
To switch positions, when I'm the one who's happy and YOU,
You are the one who's hurting. When you're the one in your room
Crying your eyes out because you're the one whos hurting.

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT TIL THAT FUCKEN DAY. >:(

Extra Credit
+++STOP FUCKEN USING MY FCKN CARD!