Thank You, Come Again

Reading everyones blogs, so interesting compared to mine.
My life is full of drama, just like theirs, so why do I have to vent here?
There's people out there listening to my voice, oh I need to grow up.

2k9 plans:
I definietly need to change.

I'm starting to,
I'm no longer:
Anti-social, the way I was when I was with you.
Plain old me, I'm taking the chances.
Boring-self-conscious, I'm out going, & HEY! I love bringing myself to a better life.

I'm starting to be the Lyn I knew back in 7th grade.
The one that introduced risks to Ms. Kelly Ann.
The one that didn't care that boys knew I liked them.
The one that LOVED making new friends,
no matter if their old, fake, real, boring, I never did care.
I was the Mellow one.

I tried anything I wanted,
I think I lost it all when I started hanging with the wrong people,
I got self-conscious because I couldn't be like THEM,
I got boring because I never saw myself being, Me around them,
I never took risks because they were one a higher level then I was,
I was anti-social because I just thought I couldn't make friends.

But now, the year 2009,
New friends + Old friends = BETTER ME!

I'll forget my past, It hurts me every single day,
I will admit, I wouldn't be this way if it wasn't for you,
when you left,
I realized, I need to be the person I was, because with you,
I was just a person standing in the middle of a crowd,
using something like bubbleboy's outfit,
I was so scared of people being close to me,
only reason was because of you..

Thank you.
My life offically changed,
The day I turned 17.